Cha-cha-cha-changes

When I was younger and thought about my life as an adult, I always pictured myself as a stay at home mom. Maybe working part time at church or helping out with preschool but beyond that, I would just be mom. I had this vision of play groups, long walks around the neighborhood, long naps during the afternoon so I could do some housework or catch up on my reading. When Maia was born, I made the decision to go back to work for awhile to "try it out". Well, the trial period is officially over. As of August 31st, I will no longer be on staff at RB. Priority one will be Maia; priority two will be school. Oh and Brian is in there somewhere too, but his place in the line-up has never changed.
I'm excited and scared to be making this change, but it's time. I do have a couple part-time job offers pending. One is strictly work from home, the other is 20 hours a week at an office. My mom would cover care for Maia during the time that I would need to be working, so still no daycare.
Right now, I see Maia awake for maybe an hour in the morning and 3 hours at night. That's a mere 4 hours a day I get to spend with my infant daughter. Not nearly enough time as far as I'm concerned. I'm eager for that to change.